On Her Bed PT. 2

When she asked if
I had ever been in love,
maybe I should have explained.
After throwing my all into
being an other man.
Coming out the nothing guy.
Made my head all swirly.
Subsequent years
living in that shadow
made me hard.
Recited the date and time
since the last time
anyone touched me.
But the day before and
laying beside her then,
That I could feel her fingers
carving out the stone.
Making me beat again.